Cherise

Ok, so my boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years. The first year together, I found A LOT and I mean A LOT of porn. It was everywhere, burned on cds he had tapes, and his computer was filled. I confronted him about it numerous times, and told him that I think he has an obsession with it. I also told him that I feel that he puts it on a pedestal , and that I feel that I'm second best. His response was, "Just get over it. I don't have a problem. Every guy does it, and I don't understand why you're getting so upset." So I explained to him that I understand every guy does it, but I also told him that if you're in a relationship, there should be no need for the excess quantity that he has. He just looked at me and then just walked away. Fast forward to present day (4 years later). Mind you, this has been an ongoing thing since the first time I confronted him about it. About a month or two ago, I had another discussion with him about it. And again, he just got angry and told me to "get over it already." He then told me that he deleted all of it off his computer. Since we have internet now, he told me it didn't make sense to have it on his computer anymore. I was relieved to hear this! However, this morning before I went into work we had a "quickie". But after wards, as I was going to kiss him good-bye to leave for work, I saw him jacking off in the room next to our bedroom. So, I said to him "You're a liar." That only led to him saying, "Why? What did I do?" I didn't dignify him with an answer (because I'd figure that he would remember telling me that he deleted all of the porn on his computer), so I told him I'm not coming home tonight after work. And he said, "Fine by me." What in the world do I do with this relationship?? Do I stay in it, in hopes that he will come to terms with his addiction and get help? Do I leave him? Please help! Side note: We have great sex every time, he always gets to "finish", and it's about 3-4 times a week.

Now, don't get me wrong I like her music and think she has an amazing voice. But at the same time, it seems to me that she may have ripped off David Bowie. My reasoning for this is clearly in her song's titles. Hence, her song titled "The Fame", David Bowie's song "Fame", "Just Dance" his song, "Let's Dance", and "Fashion", with his song also titled "Fashion". Seems more of just a coincidence to me, but I would like to see what you all think!

I know the sound quality is crap but it's all I've got!

Here's a few songs I've recorded (karaoke):

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6236225585e4dcc3/

http://www.zshare.net/audio/6236261211815499/

http://www.zshare.net/audio/623630238c2bc6de/

I recently recorded another cover song a couple days ago. It is "What I am" by Edie Brickell. I have another song on there as well, it's "Smile" by Lily Allen. Please rate and comment on both.

Here is the link: http://www.myspace.com/cherisemclaren

Ok, so we have been together for almost 3 and a half years. A year and a half ago he was out of a job for nearly 7 months. I kept nagging him and was on his back everyday to get a job. Finally, he started working with my brother-in-law doing remodeling work on houses. Fast forward to this past November '08. He worked for a couple of days, made a 100 bucks and is now jobless for the second time. I am really frustrated and really really upset with him. He knows this but still insists on making excuses as to why he can't find a job (for example: the economy). I really do love him but I can't keep paying all of the bills (rent, power, gas, groceries). Each time I get paid he says to me, "So, not to be a dick or anything but what's your paycheck lookin like?" Should I give him an ultimatum, or just end the relationship now? By the way, we are tied into a lease that ends in March of this year.

Here is the link

http://www.myspace.com/cherisemclaren

There are two songs I have posted. Personally, I think the first one came out better than the second.

http://www.myspace.com/cherisemclaren

It was a mix between reggae and rap and they were pretty good. If anyone can help me out on this that would be great!

http://www.savefile.com/files/1666867

Who here thinks that we are all SUNS not SONS of God?? Doesn't it make more sense? I mean, God is not of human form. It is neither he or she. So, wouldn't it be rational to say that we are all the SUNS of God? Who's with me on this?

If it takes 6 men to dig 6 holes, in 6 days. Then how long will it take 1 man to dig half a hole?

30 white horses on a red hill. First they stamp, then they champ, then they stand still.

I have not written in a while and am starting to again. Let me know what you think! Go to this site: www.poetry.com and type in: Cherise McLaren where you can search poets. My poems will pop-up. Write me an e-mail tellin me what ya think!

Where would I go to possibly start-up a singing career or find some singing auditions to further persure my dream? If anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. I have been waiting forever to do this, because a few years back I was too shy to let anyone listen to my voice.

A koala was sitting up in his tree looking down below him, when he spotted a lizard. The koala asks, "Hey little lizard what are you doing down there?" "Nothin much, just takin a stroll." "What are you doing" He says. "Smokin a joint, u wanna smoke it with me?" Says the koala. "Yea ok." Says the lizard. The koala and the lizard smoke the entire joint and the lizard turns to the koala and says, "I need some water I got cotton mouth." So, the lizard makes his way down the tree and over to the shore. The Koala stays put up in his comfy tree. Minutes pass, and an aligator comes passing by. "What are you doin up there?" Says the aligator. The Koala says, "Holy **** dude how much water did you drink?!!"

So I was doing a crossword puzzle last night. I came to one that said, "Rebounds, like a billiard ball." There are only six blocks to fill in. I thought it could be "bounce" or something along those lines. But I am not 100% sure. Can anybody lend a hand?

From what I saw towards the end of the show, she sang two great songs! I know she sang Fidelity, but does anyone remember the other??? It was kind of more up-beat, and the only line I can remember is: "And I don't know why...."

An old woman walks into her doctor's office. Walks up to the receptionist and tells her of her operation. "I'm here to remove my labia. Is the doctor ready to see me?" The receptionist looks at her and says,"Yes, he's ready. Go on in." She lies down, just as the doctor walks in. "Are you sure you're ready to go through with this?" he asks. "Yes, I'm positive. But please do not tell anyone about it." The woman awakes to see three different colored roses beside her bed. Outraged, she calls for the doctor. "I thought I told you not to tell anyone about the procedure?!" "Yes, I know" he replies. "But I wanted to give you this pink rose to show you that everything was going to be alright." "The yellow one is from the receptionist. She also has had the same procedure done, and wanted to give you one for support and encouragement." "Well, who gave me the red one?" she asks. "Oh that one was from Mr. Anderson in room 123." He says, "Thanks for my new ears!"

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 2 years. But for some reason he doesn't like to do things with me anymore. Even when I'm going out with some friends, I'll invite him along. The thing I find most disturbing is that, his best friend has just flown in from CA, and all of a sudden he's ready for anything. Not to mention that he planned on going to a show with him, and hadn't thought of even remotely asking me if I would like to come along. And then asks, "Oh yea,that was the other thing I was going to ask you , can I use your car tonight?" This kind of thing has happened before. We were on a hike one day, and he saw someone he hadn't seen in a long time. All the while he's joking, and laughing, and remincsing about old memories. Meanwhile I'm just standing there, thinking "Is he going to introduce me?" And to my surprise he didnt! Anyway, the whole point to this is, should I stay with him?

I am 21, and since I was about 14 I have been hearing these voices. They aren't scary or harmful in anyway, but just hearing someone else's voice, (whom I don't recognize at all) can be very distracting and at times very annoying. One of my older sisters has the same thing going on with her too, and she says the same things I do when she hears them, "Uh, what?!" When I hear these voices, they don't make any sense whatsoever. Everytime I hear something, it is completely random. They are fragmented, and I have no idea why I am hearing them in the first place! Can somebody help me out with this? Even if you're not a licensed professional, it would just be nice to hear what you have to say!