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school started again and i am already tired, im taking the day off today but my mum wants me to go to school more often. i can last for only half the day before i get tired and irritated and sleepy, and i usually get sick the day after. sometimes i physically cant get up the next day but that only happens maybe once every 3 or 4 weeks? i know school is important and i have no issue with the studying but i feel terrible rn and i hate being this tired all the time. i guess i can force myself to go but i dont think it would work. im not very good at explaining things but i am going to try my best. so imagine walking around all day on a bad knee and the muscles in ur neck also hurt and u feel like u havent slept and then a bunch of screaming children run around and give u a headache and while all this is happening u have severe hayfever to the point where ur hands are getting swollen. then usually i get a temperature or vomit from all this, but its too exhausting for me. please help, how do i get the energy to keep going?

studying and assessments kinda messed up my sleep schedule so i havent been sleeping properly. because i havent been sleeping properly i have been getting sick and i have been getting scared more easy. its an annoying cycle, and im super scared cause its 2am and every small noise seems to wake me up and i get scared and then i cant sleep more. i need sleep, how?

i feel like whenever i write or say something it doesnt properly say what i want to say and i usually get into misunderstandings and i end up making things worse for myself cause people keep misunderstanding the words i say. it keeps happening and so that means its probably my fault at this point, its annoying so i want to be able to convey my words properly. how do i do that?

please dont misinterpreted this, i mean exactly what i am saying here so please dont think i mean anything bad here. there isnt any hidden intentions and im not pretending to be anything, so please dont be angry with me.