does this make me lesbian?

Can you guys read my other question to know and understand this, thank you.

So he texted me last night I didn’t expect him to text me after he tried to push me away and scare me. He said he likes me and said what we both want is different, he wants a relationship where there’s sexual things in and I’m Muslim so is he but I can’t do that I would hate my self for breaking the rule. I like him but I know he doesn’t wanna relationship he just wants sex and getting head and I’m not the type of girl. So we met at college and went to this empty room, he said few cute things to get me to sit on his lap and we talked and he kept saying you ste you had boyfriends, I didn’t I had one long distance never meet, but I had my first kiss which was not bad tbh, but it’s been years since I have had boyfriends and kissed anyone. So he started rubbing my tight against his dick, I felt it, it was hard and he was horny, when he said he was horny it kinda turned me on, but not enough to be stupid and fall under his spell. So he started touching me, I’m not gonna lie I liked it and I hate that he didn’t ask me out and we could’ve done some of this later in the relationship, and I feel like I have been played, we started kissing, I liked it but there was a moment I froze and let him continue because I didn’t want this to happen like this, so because of this moment I froze my mind tricks me into thinking I didn’t enjoy the kiss, and that I’m a lesbian for it.